I told T about those thoughts we probably had a 20 minute conversation on the things I should be doing(mindfulness and other stuff Im learning). I told her I had been writing poetry and she thought it would be good if I brought some in. Aaaaahhhhhh!!!! I dont know that I am ready for that??? But why wouldnt I share them if there is nothing to hide? Maybe it will be insight I dont verbalize well? What if she thinks they are terrible? Ugh!!!! im so tough on my writing that I cant stand anyone else reading it...why did she suggest this? Sorry kinda panicking...not sure I can handle this idea. God I sound so lame!