You're doing so well on your own, do you even need a T? Seriously, from your posts here, you see to have/be getting a lot of insights into yourself. This is why we go into therapy, right? To figure ourselves out.

Yeah, change can be scary. And I'm not sure we know just how we'll be changing. Probably way out of our comfort zone. It's not sick at all - it makes sense to me. But maybe that's not saying too much ....