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Originally Posted by rainbow_rose
i think ur subject line is very true, granite. it truly is a leap of faith and it very ok and natural to be scared. "feel the fear & do it anyway" if we can do that, i believe it can lead to growth.
can i book an early reservation to ride in ur pocket if u need any?  |
for sure you can.the idea of talking to her terrifies me unbelievably so.i have been seeing her for three years now and she knows nothing about me at all except i don't talk and trust her hardly at all.i don't know if i will chicken out in the end next Monday but i doubt it.it is like i am panicked about not talking to her.at this point i don't know what is worse i think they are kind of on an even playing field.i need to do something because i can see things are going to get really bad again because of stuff at work.i am able to hold it together for now but it is like a time bomb for me and i don't want it to go off without her there to help me put things back together like last time