Initially, I did try and call him. TWICE. I left my first message and wanted to listen before I sent, I pressed the # key and got a busy signal. So I called back. This time I pressed the * key and it deleted my message and told me to re-record. I did. I pressed # key and it asked how I wanted to send it. Press certain buttons for certain options. I selected one requesting a call back and again, got a busy signal.

Then emailed.

I believe I know my T pretty well. If he is aware of my email and voicemails, he is either trying to decide if he can respond in a way which will not harm or hurt me (knowing how much it did hurt) or trying to locate another male T since during my last day he had the name of a female T to refer me and I made a comment about preferring a male T. If it turns out to be for his OWN personal reasons ( like "protecting himself" (#1 T's reason) or he is mad) then, I don't know. How do you hold anything positive from that?