Thread: leap of faith
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Old Oct 12, 2011, 08:13 PM
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Originally Posted by ECHOES View Post
It's okay to feel safe, and ready, and terrified all at the same time. The terrified may be more about the unfamiliar territory than it is about feel safe with your T.
I think you have been talking, and you have had some leaps of faith to get to where you are. I think it might be that you are more aware of your experience of taking leaps of faith and talking and those experiences are encouraging you, but another protective part of you says to be cautious.

It sounds like your liking therapy is helping you to want to be there even more.
it does seem like i want to be thare more but i dont really know if this is a good thing.i am so confused with all of how i feel.this therapy is like none i have ever had.it is differnt and i have no idea about it.i feel so strange about it.the T i had in the past was so differnt i never talked i was violent i didnt have a choice but to go if i talked or not.i would always have someone holding me down if i was upset so i didnt hurt anyone or me .all this is so differnt than that.
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