it does seem like i want to be thare more but i dont really know if this is a good thing.i am so confused with all of how i feel.this therapy is like none i have ever had.it is differnt and i have no idea about it.i feel so strange about it.the T i had in the past was so differnt i never talked i was violent i didnt have a choice but to go if i talked or not.i would always have someone holding me down if i was upset so i didnt hurt anyone or me .all this is so differnt than that.