Sorry beautiful
Even a t who responds to me leaves me driving myself in circles, so Mindf*!@ would be an understatement for a t who didn't respond. I hope he would give you what you tell him you want sometimes if you do ask, and not keep on with just smiling. It sounds like that's what he does regardless. Good for you for getting something out of it.

I totally empathize with therapy taking up so much time. (I've been on PC all day long today)