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Old Oct 12, 2011, 09:47 PM
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Sorry beautiful
Even a t who responds to me leaves me driving myself in circles, so Mindf*!@ would be an understatement for a t who didn't respond. I hope he would give you what you tell him you want sometimes if you do ask, and not keep on with just smiling. It sounds like that's what he does regardless. Good for you for getting something out of it.

I totally empathize with therapy taking up so much time. (I've been on PC all day long today)
Thank you for understanding. I swear, I feel sometimes like I get better therapy here than I do in therapy. Is that bad? Does that say something? I know it can't be ENTIRELY healthy by itself, because we're all behind the comfort of our computers, but still; getting support here is SO good for me. Just to read about others' experiences with therapy itself (it's just so confusing and exhausting most of the time, at least for me) helps me immensely.

I'm not one to journal very often, but I'm trying to do it more often. PLUS, I'm on meds. PLUS, I come here (and not be a lurker 100% of the time either). So, therapy.....even though it may not be the BEST method delivery-wise for me.....at least I'm going; and I'm giving it my best effort when I'm there. I hope that all of these things combined add up to something eventually.