If you have seen this new T now for 8 months and this probably has not been an issue, why are you making it an issue? At some point you are going to have to stop "expecting" this new T to hurt you. Eight months is a pretty good length of time to start letting go of what the old T did to you and stop holding it over the new T's head. And by letting go, I don't mean you have to forget, but it is kind of like having a new significant other and not trusting the new relationship because of something that happened in the past with an old relationship. That's not fair to the new relationship/T. And it's not fair to yourself really. Do you work with your new T on exploring the lack of trust and the hurt that developed about therapy because of your past experience? I hope so. It will be hard to move forward in your therapy while you are still so stuck in the old experience. That really needs to be resolved in your mind somehow. I'm not sure taping with the expectation that you will have to prove your new T wrong, with the expectation that your T will inevitably hurt you, is a particularly healthy move.