GRRRR is right! Wow (((inky)))) I'm sorry you are struggling with this job. Is this the one with the military pharmacy still? Sorry, I don't really have a good memory, just a good resource system
Yes, I hope you can keep this job... and become a better person for yourself (not taking it all personally.) Being assertive without being aggressive is a thin line, imo.
Is there some way the T can help you to avoid the scheduling mess, via disability accommodations?