Oh my, my heart is aching for you, (((((((HereIamBP))))))).

Addison's and its complications are very difficult to get under control on an outpatient basis, very expensive even on an outpatient basis, and there are no guarantees of the treatment working according to research and in life. It is a nasty thing that I am SO sorry to hear y'all have had to contend with but know that you have done what was needed to be done to help him. I applaud your courage to let him him go and know he is not suffering now. Know that you have truly taken wonderful care of him and I can only imagine how much he will be missed. So be kind to yourself right now and advocate with the clinic for a payment plan as mentioned above. Sending gentle thoughts and big hugs your way. I am so sorry for your loss.