I wrote him an email... Probably not a good idea. He takes things the completely wrong way. I don't know if it will push him away or not but I was honest about everything. How I felt about his calling off the engagement, how I feel about our anniversary that two years in a row he's ignored and how I feel about his feelings toward me. Today was supposed to be a good day. I wanted so bad to have something good worth remembering on our second anniversary. At least I'm sure I will remember it