My memory sucks in T. I write down what I can. I hate hearing my voice on tape so no good for me. I think taping was commonly done about 20 years ago. T also takes notes so I rely heavily on what she remembers. I dissociate. She also recaps session at the end so I am not distressed by not remembering. I can not even imagine T lying to me about stuff with her power. How distressing it must be for you. I would not talk about anything else in T until you two figure out this issue. supervision, taping, taking notes, journaling, or whatever resolution the two of you make to solve this problem. Peace to you.