...I'm just wondering...Since my best uni work has been a result of at least mild hypomania, and my admission to the course I'm doing now was based on samples of that work...Can it be that it's true what the dark side of my head is telling me, that I'm not good enough to do it? That any previous success was circumstantial and well, chemical..?!
I swear negative thinking becomes cleverer every time it comes back...
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Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov
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