Somewhere in your heart you know suicide is not the answer. When do you start seeing your new therapist? Have you gotten your referral to a psychiatrist yet? If you're feeling this low, it may be time to get yourself to a hospital. I know it can sound like a scary thing at times, but it really is the safest place to be when you're in danger of hurting yourself.

Oh, and to answer your original post question - yes, I think many of us have had issues with hypersexuality during mania. I know I certainly have, leading me to do things I normally would not have done. You are most definitely not alone here.

Hang in there. You will get through this.