Although it must be agonizing, this sounds like a situation where a little time is needed to work things out. It's hard not to get fixated on something like this, but keep holding on - the people who love you will love you regardless of your health.

And yes, me too on the hypersexuality count - I've definitely done things I wouldn't otherwise do. Boy, were they fun. If I weren't happily married, I know I'd do those things again (and probably a lot more) the next time I got hypomanic. I fantasize about it fairly frequently, but I'm so besotted with my hubby that there seems to be little risk of acting on those impulses.