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Originally Posted by despicable_me
Thing is, I didn't really have fun. I regretted almost immediately afterward. And I wasn't really in the moment when it happened. It was like I was watching myself do these ridiculous, disgusting things and I had no power to stop.
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Ugh, sounds awful. But perhaps better than enjoying it - less temptation to do it again.
I know what you mean about not being in the moment at the time. At least a couple of incidents I've had were pretty dissociative in terms of the experience. Definitely something to talk over with a therapist when you get a chance!