So my boyfriend broke up with me today and basically implied I wasn't good enough for him because I wouldn't hold his hand and I wasn't clingy. We'd talked before about how holding hands and hugging and all that makes me nervous (it just does) and I thought he respected it but I guess he didn't.

But his words really hurt me. He was basically implying that I wasn't normal and I wasn't good enough for him which got me onto thinking that I'm not good enough for anyone because I'm so different. That then got me started on hating myself for being who I am and having this disorder.

Needless to say, I'm not in a good place right now and just really need a big ol' hug.