beauflow, i can relate. years ago i told my T "I don't do life well." it's been a journey of learning coping skills. i do life better now. so try not to get discouraged.  it's a work in progress. at least for me it has gotten better. sometimes it is painful but i forge ahead. i want the best life i can have.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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