Thank you for your replies. I talked with my therapist and she doesn't think it's a good time to return to school yet.. she's like to see me more stable.

My program is online, so that is better for me than having to get up and go to classes... but is also harder because I have to be more disciplined. It is possible to take fewer courses, but they are quite expensive... one course tuition is the same as 3 courses. So financially, I really need to work on the higher level of courses. I have thought about going back with one course the first semester, even though that is really really expensive.

I guess it's a moot point right now until my t says it's okay to return.