I think we all feel like we are ready to go home. Home has such a comforting sound to it. It rings softly in our brains, like a far distant church bell, calling us to a place where we can find silence and peace. Sometimes, however, that can also be "the other side of the fence", and not so green. We should not act upon our feelings but rather upon true knowledge; we cannot let "our hearts rule our heads."

Patience is a virtue and it is not easy. I have been in the same pew you have, and have prayed "every prayer in the book," and still long for home, as well. I have no idea what has kept my feet "glued" to this planet, except for the fact that I have had friends pick me up out of my despair, and carry me for awhile so I could heal, I suspect the "glue" was applied by someone at that time.

It is not "checkout" time yet JD. Stay with us because we LOVE you and we NEED you. Your posts on PC have helped many people, including me. I have lost many of my support people in the past year. I do not need to lose another. If, however, you decide to "pack your bags" and leave make a reservation for me when you arrive ... if it is the "happy place."

"God is love, and he who abides in love, abides in God, and God in him."