Hi Dexter

Your post just reflected perfectly the way I have been feeling. Just devastated and hopeless. I just started back on meds the last 3 weeks and seem to be coming up. Before this, I just didn't know what was going to happen to me, I was so tired and weak, my mind just wouldn't work either. It was an effort to do just the smallest thing, so I believe the meds are helping. Of course meds and therapy are a stronger boost up. You said you saw your therapist and you felt a little bit better. Hang on to it.

I just wish I could do something to help. You feel in pain yourself but when you see others in pain you really want to do something.

It is good that you post so frequently. I find it kind of hard to do. I guess sometimes I feel like "who in their right mind wants to listen to my grim tale." I know that's not so because I see all the kind and caring people who post here and support you.

I like what September Morn says, you are in the place where you are supposed to be and you will come out of it. I surely want to believe this. Some other member on this board replied to one of my posts "tie a knot in a rope and hang on."

I hope you will keep posting, daily if possible, and let us know of any progress no matter how small.

Love

KK