I think your experience is normal. There are a lot of people who aren't meant to be in a relationship. That doesn't make them less of a person because of that. It's the same with people who are together. There is nothing out there that says you are required to be together, let alone married. If a romantic love comes your way and you find yourself opening up that is great. If not, that's great. Just depends on yourself.

You don't need to be in a relationship with a guy/girl to be loved. You can receive love from friends and family, too. I would focus instead on building relationships with people around you. ((HUG))