Oh man! D0n't make me start crying again. Just help. I can't afford to get sick it would kill my m0ther. I just want my life back. And so what if i hit self-destruct,there are no m0re repercussions. I can be happy,sad or downright unstable. and it would only affect me. What if i get hurt you ask? Dammit i probly deserve it. I just want S0ME c0ntrol. PLEASE d0n't make me do it cold turkey!