you want control, but yet you refuse to grasp it?

look, talking about feelerz hurts and it is on nobody's list of things we like to do. But that is the only way to notice the reoccuring patterns and learn to cope. And if you want to be med free, you have to have a supercontrol.

doesn't matter about if your family is in denial or not. It is not about them. It is not their mind to lose.

what is it you are feeling right now at the moment? Three main emotions?