Feeling sad and sui again. The zyprexa is maybe keeping me in bed crying to music but the same thoughts as last weekend- just different med bottle. Didn't help that someone at lunch- which is supposed to be a fun, weekly thing- was talking about sui and other like topics. I can't go back to PER... yuck. And this is silly. I am not being rational. WTF.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice
ingrezza 80 mg
Propranolol 40 mg
Benztropine 1 mg
Vraylar 4.5 mg
Risperdal .5 mg
Gabapentin 600 mg
Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily