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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
Thats exactly why i d0n't want my meds. I want to feel everything, n0t this water'd down version. I want to hurt till i'm ready to die, i want the anger to enc0mpass me, i want the anxiety to eat at my body. AND THEN? Then i want to be so happy love d0n't c0me close to an explanati0n, i want to laugh with my whole heart and i want to feel God!
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do you feel too numb? that is something you need to discuss with your doctor though... none of us can help too much here.
also... as much as emotions can be beautiful, they can get too intense if you cannot handle them properly.
that is why i think you should try working on your feelings with your T and give yourself time before making any decisions.... this is not a good time to play with fire.
i need to go to sleep now, but hopefully someone else will chip in.
Be well.
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