Well...I only just ran across this thread,and the momma part of me finds you sweet and endearing.There will always be ppl who agree w/ or support and those who don't...but....you have a right to your feelings/thoughts/opinions....and you also have the right to change them.Just remember that all of us posting face the same risks or benefits when we roll the dice and post.Heck,I have seen me and others post some stuff that made me want to hide under the covers....and even if the moment sucked...we came back most don't keep score.Just try.You'll be ok hon.