I posted on here a while ago about how things had changed between me and my T (he's also my pdoc - i'm in the uk). Literally, at our very next session, he said our next sesion was going to be our last and we should use that session to discuss it and any feelings that came up. It was such a shock, i just pretended I was ok with it. He said when we started therapy that he thought if someone needed long-term therapy he would refer them to a T.

The thing i'm so upset about is that I am afraid of opening up to a new T, starting all over again, feeling rejected all over again (although I know this isn't rational, he has my best interests at heart, otherwise he would just keep taking my money). He seems to think we can be friends outside of the T relationship: he has invited me to a conference in November, invited me to his churches open day, and even texted me to say that he loves me and my husband (who he's only met a couple of times - although it was put in a nice way).

He said he is still happy to recieve texts off me but it's been 3 weeks now and I have realised that I am strong enough to do without this, but I still have moments (like now) where I'm so tempted to contact him, so I have posted on here instead. Sorry, I just needed to get this out!