Good Elysium,
thanks for letting us know your ok and you got through the night and even the day.
Your actually doing very well with this considering the PTSD and your keeping a good head and holding your boundaries, good for you.

I undersand how you feel about knowing that she is kind of lost but you did try and your not a doctor or a psychologist in anyway, she was more than you could handle and you tried, you opened your heart and gave her a possible path and she just blew it. And you didn't allow her to put you on her patsy list and that is progress for you.

You have actually been working hard at taking care of yourself and you had two operations to help you get yourself in better health all around. So thats progress and good for you. Often is takes a lot of strength to just say no and stand your ground, your learning that, it isn't always easy but we have to learn how to take care of ourselves and be strong.

And you learned something else too, you can actually come to PC for you if you need to reach out yourself. And you now know people care and are here to support you too.

Open Eyes