You are so right Sky. I was so frustrated and the harder I tried the worse it was.

Think I'm still really angry with the why me thing. Haven't I been through enough, then to add this to my life. Just isn't fair.

I'm trying to cut myself some slack. Took a good nap this afternoon. That's the thing it gets me the most. Being so tired. I sleep at least 8-10 every night, I take my vitamins and yet I stay so really really tired. I had to say, OK I'm tired so TAKE A NAP.

And it's after 10 and I'm still awake with these thunderstorms. I'm going to try and sleep and not be so angry.

Monty