Hi ~ I don't think anyone likes to be put on a pedestal! LOL We ARE all equal -- it's just some of us have had better luck, better circumstances, better opportunities, etc. than others.
You ARE on the same "level" as anyone else, but it seems to me that you have some depression going on. And whenever we're depressed, our self-worth takes a hit. We tend to dwell on things too much and that makes it worse.
You'd be well served to talk to your doctor and maybe get a referral to a good therapist for a few sessions. And if your doctor thinks it's warranted, he could also put you on an antidepressant.
Please give your doc a call. I hope you feel better soon. Remember that you are EQUAL to everyone else! God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee
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