I must say, I find that pretty unsettling. I would think that I was being betrayed. I certainly would be angry about it. I have some hostile feelings about some of the Pprofessionals that I have met with, some not all. One therapist I had certainly was not DBT, whatever that is. (What is DBT?) He was an "upper." Nothing nonoriginal about him. I wish I could see him again, but I have moved away, to far to go back seeing him.

You know, I just don't know how anyone could advise you about this, except maybe another therapist. There are some good ones and some bad ones. You need to make that decision yourself, probably with the help of another therapist who could "help you see the trees and help you deal with the forest."

I really feel for you because I probably would have the same ambivalent feelings. I hope you get help soon. I wonder how therapeutic it is for you to have these ambivalent feelings. I have to trust my therapist. It seems to me, having this text book, nonoriginal practice, I would feel just like another number.

Hoping you will come out of this tangle soon and let us know.

Love

KK