Friday - called apartment office first thing and told them I was not ready for re-inspection. pain in my side has been making me ill but seems gone now (sat). put the bed together!!! effing amazing. it's only been here 2 years I think. easier than I thought. used my dad's best helper! never takes a break, never complains, never gets tired - told T about "him" yesterday. T said not to take my construction skills for granted - I said 'for granny'. We talked about how she diminished everything I did. T said he found Ikea diagrams confusing. Not me, I've put together so much stuff. Anyway, it got back to one of our first sesions, where I said I wanted to make breakfast for him. Figured out I wanted it for MYSELF - but had to wait till Saturday when dad was home! Tiptoeing around literally not waking up mom during the week, sleeping with her door OPEN of course! (ridiculous). No get up and go for me. Just be quiet. For ten years. And then more. Well, not any more. I'm gonna make some noise.