Miss May,
Welcome to Psych central. I'm sorry that you feel so terrible. I know what it feels like when your family doesn't care. Mine have given up on me too. Also I have an Ex that I let get away too. I try to picture what it would of been like if we were still married. (would of been 9 years this month). I am not sure if I should give advice since I am new to my depression too. At least that is how I feel. I just got back into therapy this week and back on meds over the last few months. So I am starting fresh... again... 2nd times a charm.. I just wanted you to know that you are not alone. There are a lot of us here at PC that feel your pain. PC is a great place to share you thoughts and feelings anytime. There is always someone to listen.