hey.....I do hope you are feeling better. Ok, so I was where you are around...maybe 2 months ago and it was such a mistake as it always is every time I decide to go med free. I am not saying it's the wrong thing for you but your motivation for doing so does not seem concrete to me and really I would strongly advise you phone and speak to pdoc about it. What's funny is, from me wanting to stop meds, I am now taking more and I am feeling the best I have felt in MANY years. You don't sound as though you are ready to come off meds. I have been in remission for around a month now and spoke to my CPN about stopping meds and going back to work cause I feel great! But she said i need to be kind to myself and suggests I will need to remain on meds for around a year of feeling good and depending on how things go i may need to stay on them for the rest of my life! I understand where you are at right now but seriously think about seeking pro advice before doing it by yourself! I am coming from a caring place here and only want whats good for you :-) Please be kind to yourself! If I am really honest.......most of the times I have wanted to come off my meds is when I was in a bad place and a part of me wanted to punish me. I dont know if that makes sense to you? You have just broken up with your bf so you have probably been triggered all over the place! The last thing you need is to come off your meds ......'be kind to yourself!' *hugs*