I have gone a couple of months now with no cutting. My life was somewhat settling down, back into a routine.

On Tuesday, I was in a car accident. I passed out and rear-ended someone. We were going 60mph. I am in a lot of pain. I can't contribute anything to my household. I can't do anything. I've done nothing but damage stuff or break stuff in the last 3 weeks.

I want so badly to cut right now, to release some of the feelings, to make it go away