i am so sorry,i know i am a bug but i just need to connect to something.it just seems so long sence i have seen my T i know it has only been 2 weeks but i saw her two weeks ago and it was 2 weeks before that that i saw her and wto weeks before that.it seems i have ionly been seeing her every other week do to holidays and stuff.i am really feeling alone and i miss her. is this stupid??i know it is and i'm sorry.i hate feeling this way i truely dont understand why and i dont like it.i feel crazy.i so want to see her but know i will be so scared and untrusting when i do.WHY???i liked not caring weather i see her or not.i it seems more than just going to T now it is accually wanting to be in T with her.i really dont think this is good at all but i miss her i dont know sorry for ranting AGAINi just wish she would come back.i really do even if i never say a word she is my T not to talk to