I'm sorry for your lonely feelings LydiaB. I can certainly relate to feelings of loneliness. I isolate; and, I've barely left my room in years except to do those things that are absolutely necessary. I had essentially blocked the world out. Needless to say, because I've isolated for so long, I have no friends. I went out with a childhood friend unexpectedly in April which through me into an episode of severe mania that lasted for months -I think because I came to the realization of just how lonely I was. I had no clue that I was lonely. It's been really tough but it forced me to seek help. I'm currently participating in group and individual therapy which is getting me out of my room to meet new people. This seems to be helping my feelings of loneliness some. I hope you can find an activity that will help you shake your lonely feelings. Hugs!