It comes and goes for me. I've been dealing with it since I was 4 so it's kind of normal for me. It goes all the way down the line in my case. I can dissociate just a little... Start to feel like my mind is loosing it's attachment to my body. Start to lose feeling in my body. Start the head tingles and fog. If I don't keep a grip and let lose for a second I could lose months of memory at a time. This is from my DID though. Most of the time, when it's not high stress times I only lose seconds to minutes if any at all. I'm pretty good at keeping out... I hope lol... But it's a spacey unattached feeling. My boyfriend calls me "space cadet" because I'm so spacey. He can tell every time I start to feel dissociative. I have had a massive seizure that started with dissociation (haven't found out the cause yet, first one was just in August) and he was there for it. He saw the dissociation before the seizure so now every time he sees me dissociate, which has been a lot since the seizure (stress caused from it and losing my license from it) he gets panicked. He can see it though, I get the same empty look. Like my soul left the body and I stare blankly until I come back or someone else comes out. Pretty trippy, you have that right! It's like some drugs were made to mimic these mental disorders!
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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