Hey, Tomjones. Doesn't sound good. In fact, it sounds pretty poor. Hating EVERYTHING? Everything at all? Really? Bored by everything without exception? Are you seeing a therapist? Taking meds? Have you done so in the past? In school, out of school? Teenager? Adult? In a relationship? Not?

Just from what you say, it doesn't sound good. Is it possible for you to see a therapist? Us here on PC are just other sufferers like you, not medics. I don't know for sure whether you'd get anything better here than a simple strong suggestion to see a therapist as soon as you can.

Most people, even injured and sick people, have some connection of desire with life. Like to do something, even just one thing. Addictive things in some cases, drugs, alcohol, whatever. Others, maybe food or shopping or whatever. Very few are totally off on everything at all.

There are literally tens of thousands of people here on PC who will respond to calls for help, such as yours. Many of them will, I'm sure, feel more connected with your description of your own problem than I do. So don't give up now. You do have to keep posting until you connect with people who you feel are essentially your coequals in this group. I'm only one of hundreds who will offer some kind of help. Some of those people will be closer, some further, from your way of feeling. Hold on until you find the right one.

And take care of yourself. None of us want anything bad to happen to you.