After months of SI, and being completely down, I finally feel like myself. This is huge. I play a lot of instruments, and I want to play them. When I was a kid, I used to rearrange my room every few months, and I rearranged it again. I feel like me, I don't want to sit down and watch T.V. for very long....

The only issue is I'm almost afraid it wont last, and all be into the si again. The question is, will this last? SI is an addiction for me, will I ever want it again to keep other thoughts at bay?

Please let this last.... but how do I get over the urges if they come? What's a good way to cope with those thoughts? Any ideas?