ive hit rock bottom i dont see the point in life anymore (THIS IS NOT A SUICIDE NOTE) so i told my T she talked me into going to the dr and he was hesitant to put me on anti depressants because of my previous overdose and has refered me to a psychiatrist i dont know how to feel about this im scared but at the same time relieved this is day 4 of my medication and i dont feel any different which i know that medications take time just stating how i feel/ dont feel