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Old Oct 15, 2011, 09:29 PM
Anonymous32723
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Thank you everyone for your replies. espritlibre, since I have been formally diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, I believe it could be a mixed episode. It's starting to feel more that way.

For most of today I was feeling hardly any depression, but LOTS of frustration. Because I want to lay down and sleep but I CAN'T. It feels like I have a small version of me inside my body, running around and controlling the REAL me, forcing me to do things...if that makes any sense. :P Ugh. My body doesn't feel right unless it's keeping busy. Much different than my usual self.

During the day at one point today, I felt a bit tired and thought, "Great, I can finally sleep". No chance! Soon after that thought, I was up and going again, no chance of a nap for me. x.x In a way I feel good to be doing stuff...but I need a break! x.x Anyone have any tips on how to not freak out while feeling like this?