Hey Puzzclar.
In april (2011), when I found this site I never thought I would make it to october with no s/i.
Something changed back then and I was terrified that I would lose the will/strenth to overcome an urge.
Since then I have had some of the toughest days of my life that I felt for sure would trigger. I got through it somehow with the help of a 'new feeling' (new feeling is also a very cool song by the 'talking heads').

Time was my greatest healer, the greater the distance in between an episode, the more control over an urge I had.

Keep feeling positive and good.
(p.s, i used to, and still do like to change my room around, as the old saying goes = tidy room = tidy mind)...