I am newly diagnosed.
I have had the same situation my whole life. To a t.
work for a few months - a year, then start slipping.

Lately times have been bad, and I was missing so much time that I literally have taken myself off work for 12 weeks to do therapy and just relax. I had to. There are days when I wake up and I just cannot force myself to go out that door, and I will CRY and CRY and CRY because I try so hard to force myself. And then I end up staying home, and stressing out all day because I feel bad for not going in, and its a vicious cycle.