I am sorry you are not feeling well. It sounds good that the urges to contact the t have subsided some for you.

I cannot remember what the t looks like from week to week. I fully believe if I passed either the current one or the one from three weeks ago, I would not recognize them out of context. I cannot call up their faces. I was always surprised in the just past one, how her office was well lit each week when i went in, because in my memory it was very dim and dark. So I don't know if it is odd or not that you cannot remember.