I am not on a mood stabilizer per se. I do take Topamax but I don't think the dosage is high enough as I keep swinging. Take me off this ride I want off I didn't bargain for this when I gave you my tokens LOL. My high's aren't real high I just get super friendly and super talkative. My mom hates that swing because I don't leave her alone. The low's are what are slowly killing me. I don't want to shower, eat, all I want to do is sleep, I get real quiet, I notice my clumsiness is worse, etc. An example is yesterday we went to my Great Aunt's 90th Birthday party and I had been looking forward to it so I could see my Uncle John and other family members it had been almost 20 years since I had seen them. Anyway I woke up in a funk and even though I put on a brave face and acted like I was excited to be there as soon as we got there I was ready to go.
If you were me would you make an appt with the pdoc and rework your meds?
Jan
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