Thank you all for your kind responses. It means a lot.

SarahMichelle - Thank you for sharing and I'm sorry you had to go through that. I'm glad it's worked out well for you with your new T

Perna and Bunny - What you both said makes a lot of sense and helps. I suppose I was just a bit shocked because it was so sudden as I had been seeing him every week for some months. But you are right Perna, he doesn't really do long term T and Bunny you make a very good point. Thanks

Thanks Stopdog and Catlovers141, and I'm sorry you too are going through this also Catlovers, I hope that you get through this painful process and are ok. Thinking of you

I'm feeling a lot calmer today, I think I just had a bit of a meltdown the other night. It helps such a lot to have your support on here.

p.s. Does anybody know if it is possible to edit a thread on here? I just wanted to remove a few details but can't see an edit button. Thanks