Yeah, I agree with thinking about it rationally. There are rational reason for going off meds - it is not working for you, you are too flattened, the side effects are worse than the original problem, you are feeling it is not you anymore and you loved your old self more, etc.

but with freedom comes responsibility. Freedom is a burden and can be deadly.

I accept that (but for these reasons I avoid romantic relationships, because I know as stable I seem, I am bit of mess). Not saying it is the right way. It depends on what you want...

If you wanna go the aunatural route, than you should, imho, discover your spirituality, your intuition... these things.